Reactions....

What is a reaction?

It is how you reply, return your answer, gives out signal how u feel or made your feelings known in a given situation. This above answer is written by me. Not any definition given by Oxford.

And it is precisely how you reply, return your answer, gives out signal how u feel or made your feelings known that will cause the trigger another person's same reaction.

In simple words, reaction trigger reactions.....

I have a talent for complicating things, don't I?

A lot of time, you meant this way and expect certain reactions. Then suddenly your initial assumption is wrongfully taken as another set of meaning, triggering a different set of reaction which either causes the further chains of reactions to explode or go out of control.

I don't know if i am reacting the way i want myself to be, because i feel myself being mistaken so many times. And so many times that i am now numb to it, taking it for granted that the next time things won't be the same anymore.

Used to be able to joke about anything, used to be able to talk about anything, used to be able to ask about anything, used to be able to infringe on anything and now a sudden remark could cause an outbreak of unwanted reactions.

Perhaps keeping quiet at times hoping the reaction will not go out of control doesn't works anymore. Because if the reaction is not completed, the next time to trigger the same reaction will be even easier. I will try to finish this reaction, so that the same triggering occur the next time, there will be no more to react about.

Or perhaps, all my theories are just bullshits.....