A Princess coming my way.....
Right... now.....
The essence and the fruits of our marriage...
My little Darling girl coming towards me...... Her birthday is going to be very near mine too.....
Yes... thank you for your blessings for those who had known and generously gave your blessings...
With this girl coming.... it is happiness.... anxiety.....
Its like you anticipate for something to happen... but u never been through it... you know that its so far so good... but u can't help but to ponder about the little mishap that might happen.... you begin to go half empty.....
Well... i guess that's normal.....
If this blog still exist by the time my girl is 20 yrs old, I hope she can answer this question...
Is Alvin Chow a good father?
Are you going to choose him as your father given a choice.....
That's the exact question running through my mind....
How to be a good father?
How to provide the best for her?
How can I make her to be the best out of herself?
Sometimes out of boredom, i would start imagine myself lecturing this little girl of mine.... I began to wonder what type of questions she would ask..... I begin to think how she would call me "Daddy..".... I can also imagine her pouting and throwing that little tantrum of hers to get me to fulfil her wish....
And sometimes I feel that I may not give her what she wants.... I may not be able to provide her with the neccessary conditions for her growth... I may make certain choices that may not be the best for her.....
Everything cost money.... and its so expensive.... Strollers, bed, clothes, milk bottles, milk powder.... I really cannot imagine myself being out of job.....
To think a few months ago i was still thinking that i should do a job that is near my interest... and not do a job because it pays well.....
Ask me again i will do anything that pays well.... Period....
So what if i'm enjoying myself.... so what if I enjoy working...
The real enjoyment is to watch her grow up with everything she needs.....
I assure u darling.... Your father will try my best.....
Do not blame me if I didn't suceed....
Cassius.... I love you....
(That the best name i thought of so far.... anyone would have any good names to share?)
The essence and the fruits of our marriage...
My little Darling girl coming towards me...... Her birthday is going to be very near mine too.....
Yes... thank you for your blessings for those who had known and generously gave your blessings...
With this girl coming.... it is happiness.... anxiety.....
Its like you anticipate for something to happen... but u never been through it... you know that its so far so good... but u can't help but to ponder about the little mishap that might happen.... you begin to go half empty.....
Well... i guess that's normal.....
If this blog still exist by the time my girl is 20 yrs old, I hope she can answer this question...
Is Alvin Chow a good father?
Are you going to choose him as your father given a choice.....
That's the exact question running through my mind....
How to be a good father?
How to provide the best for her?
How can I make her to be the best out of herself?
Sometimes out of boredom, i would start imagine myself lecturing this little girl of mine.... I began to wonder what type of questions she would ask..... I begin to think how she would call me "Daddy..".... I can also imagine her pouting and throwing that little tantrum of hers to get me to fulfil her wish....
And sometimes I feel that I may not give her what she wants.... I may not be able to provide her with the neccessary conditions for her growth... I may make certain choices that may not be the best for her.....
Everything cost money.... and its so expensive.... Strollers, bed, clothes, milk bottles, milk powder.... I really cannot imagine myself being out of job.....
To think a few months ago i was still thinking that i should do a job that is near my interest... and not do a job because it pays well.....
Ask me again i will do anything that pays well.... Period....
So what if i'm enjoying myself.... so what if I enjoy working...
The real enjoyment is to watch her grow up with everything she needs.....
I assure u darling.... Your father will try my best.....
Do not blame me if I didn't suceed....
Cassius.... I love you....
(That the best name i thought of so far.... anyone would have any good names to share?)
posted by sharon_alvin at 12:49 PM
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